Life Bites

Life has a funny way of playing tricks on you. Sometimes when you think everything is fine and dandy, life suddenly sneaks behind you and throws you one of those big curveballs. It just hits right smack at you, that there isn’t any time to react. I’m not fond of surprises (well, except for the happy ones though. hehe). You’re caught unprepared. By the time you start to act on it, everything’s over already. Useless na. It leaves you with an awful feeling, like a bad case of stomachache. You feel weak and vulnerable, unable to think or move. You feel stupid, wishing you had known earlier. You feel hopeless and clueless on what you’re going to do about it.

I don’t know, but it seems like these past few weeks, life has been throwing me a lot of these curveballs along my way. It’s not a good feeling. It leaves you drained and sometimes sad. It leaves me with a lot of disoriented thoughts. I can’t think straight and clear at all. I feel bad for not knowing how to go about it. If only I had it my way, I just wish people would tell me beforehand so that I would know what to expect. Even if the truth hurts, I’d rather they tell me straight up. At least I can prepare myself and I would know what to do. Better yet I wish I could have the foresight to see things ahead of time. Sana manghuhula nalang ako.