Current State

As much as I want to be in the moment, as much as I want to be on the top of things, and as much as I want to fully immerse myself in the things that I do, it's not possible. There are just too many things to do and too many dependencies as well. The OC in me is screaming for order. I'm tempted to do everything on my own. But I've realized it's no good. When people say 'No man is an island.' I better damn believe in it.


I don't like explaining things or justifying something that doesn't need one to begin with, meaning: it really neither has anything to do with what I'm doing nor does it concern me the most. I don't enjoy (who does anyway?) cleaning up after other people's mess...and asses for that matter. It can be very frustrating. I'm not trying to imply something (am I? Hehe). It's just that I don't want to see myself getting stuck in a similar situation not in the near future anyway.

ICAAA Badminton Tournament

The annual ICA alumnae badminton tournament was held yesterday. Played three games and lost in all of them. It's been awhile though since Candice and I have played badminton. We're both a little bit rusty and it took awhile before we got our groove together...just like diesel. Hehe


Two of our games was against our aunties who were in their mid 30's and 40's already. We thought we could beat them. Tough luck. But then again, they get to practice more often than we do. Excuses. Excuses. We played our last game with Kato and Jacq who graduated from batch '92 and '96...and whom we beat last year. But not this year as we lost to them. Boohoo.


I've been on a losing streak since last week. So this is how it feels pala. Hehe As if naman. Dibale bawi na lang next time. My only consolation was the goodie bags and freebies I got from the tournament. Candice won a Robinsons certificate which means only one thing...Topshop!!!