Sure Ka Na?

How can you be totally sure about a person? Is it just feeling right about it? Or does it have to come with the complete package? I wish I knew. I don’t want to make guesses anymore. Even if my gut feel says it’s right, I can’t help but think otherwise. It’s hard not to entertain doubts especially when experience tells that everything isn’t as rosy as it may seem. You get your hopes high and it suddenly bites you painfully in the ass. Some can make you feel as if you’re the only person in the world only to find out you’re just one of the many. Some can also make you feel special and then they go AWOL on you, complete with their disappearing act, no notice or explanation whatsoever. While some are just too complicated to figure out, either they’re a hybrid of the first two or a completely different thing altogether. Your heart most often than not, always ends up in pieces, broken. That’s why I understand why some people are fickle when it comes to love. It’s difficult to commit and trust a person especially when you’re totally uncertain. So how can you be sure? The things is, you can never really be sure. In the end, it’s a matter of figuring out what it is that you really WANT and risking your fragile heart for it. Even if it may not guarantee you a happily ever after and even if it may not leave you heartache and tears free, hey at least you went after something that you really (so badly) want right?

Good Things

-home cooked meals (shabu-shabu, sinigang na bangus, steak - yum!)
-fresh flowers
-catching a rainbow and watching it fade
-Cashmere Mafia (women power!)
-Big Shots (gives you a clear male's perspective)
-getting more than 8 hours of sleep
-feeling good about everything
-seeing everyone all in a happy mood
-Cibo's potato chips (I'm getting addicted to it. Bad. Tsk tsk)
-authentic dimsum (xiao long bao currently tops my list)
-Mochi cream desserts from Japan
-grocery shopping
-not getting easily affected
-Neyo live! :)
-getting back to baking and cooking (I'm trying!)
-catching up with an old friend
-good long conversations over coffee (and beer)
-smelling good and people who smell good too (hehe)
-nice genuine compliments
-Body Combat
-R&B music
-worry free days
-things going well according to plan
-things unexpectedly going well according to plan
-nice little surprises
-friends (I thank God for them)
-people who are willing to help you
-getting my desk and things organized (and clutter free)
-Aveeno (really really swear by this product)
-cocoa butter (smells yummy!)